polility

It’s only a matter of time before we get to see the true nature of people. Whether they’re kind, wild, clever, or any of the many other adjectives we can use to describe them. Although we can see these things, human beings are not that simple. Humans have the most complex set of parameters when it comes to determining whether someone is A, B, or C. They can be kind, a jerk, weird, your favorite person, the best son, yet the worst grandson.

It’s not weird, and it’s pretty normal. We just never think about it all at once. Almost all the time, we only think about how people behave, and at that very moment, we judge their character based on that alone. In my case, I think person A is kind in situation A, clever in situation B, mad in situation C, and so on. But it’s not about conditional positioning. It’s just them, with all those emotions expressed in different situations.

When I first started writing this, the word duality came to mind. But it’s not really that, because, you know, I’ve already given you three situations, and there are still so many more out there. Then I came up with polility or multility, which means being divided into many (yeah, I made these words up).

Think of it like a rainbow. It has so many colors, but none of them interferes with the others. Just like the complexity of human beings, all those different colors come together to form a complete circle of who we are.

You get the idea. All those emotions exist within you, but they don't define who you are. You can choose to show them to the world or learn to control them so that even the bad parts of you, despite being a part of who you are, don't cause harm to others or yourself. It happened to me, and it can happen to you, too.

Though I talk a lot about things like this, I'm nobody, right? And you probably won't even care about my opinion. I like to think of myself as an observer in this dynamic life. I always find myself trying to figure out how and why people do things that might seem unusual to me, or even abnormal to people who don't have an agenda behind their actions. But that's human nature, though.

In case you choose to stay and read these words, I hope you find that everything you feel, think, and do is still a part of you. Being yourself, even for me, can be cringe at some point. But if you feel that way, maybe you're onto something.

I hope I can share more of my thoughts with you through this kind of medium. Thanks.